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Monday, March 15, 2010
Little girl's Life story (: back to the same status.
Now fuck it okay ? understand me ! I just fcuking hate love! okay ?It just have to take some period for me to get over someone . Fcuk la. I use to pretend like everythings okay , holding back my tears and just walk away . i cant take this anymore . I cant just keep on hurting like this . tears are words my heart cant say. I just cant keep on lying to myself . Just cause my eyes dont tear doesnt mean my heart dont cry and just cause I came off strong doent mean theres nothing wrong . It hurts alot when you have someone in your heart when their not yours .. Eventhough I know you dont really worth my tears , I keep on crying and i dont know why . I keep on looking back to our memories we had . I smile like everything is right EVERYDAY , I talk like everything's perfect , Act like its all a dream , and pretend It doesnt hurt .im tired of pretending already .my tears are starting to show and my smile is fading. I aint crying for the break up . Im crying for those memories and how magically I fall for u . I know u were pretending to love me . I know im stupid enough to even believe u . I dont blame anyone for this . The only person to blame is myself .I let you go over one reason . and now knowing i was wrong . fcuk it . not all ex are perfect . I just cant get a new boyfriend when i still cant forget someone . FCUK FCUK FCUK . .. I miss you when something really good happends because you are the one want to share it with . I miss you when something is troubling me cause you are the only one who understands me so well . i miss you when i laugh and cry cause your the one who make me laugh and make my tears dissapear. i miss you all the time but i miss you most when i wake lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the memorable thing in my life. A milli0n words wont bring you back . I know cause i've tried .neither a million tears, Cause ive tried either . No ONE UNDERSTANDS ME . FCUKING KILL ME LA! I cant take this anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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