Saturday, March 27, 2010
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hello
sorry for the lack of updates.. *insert name* have been acting weird lately.
iloveyouboy. (: sorry upon what happened juz now .. the paitao-ing. i know ur mad. srry


-semot(x

Saturday, March 20, 2010
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Hello,
Sorry for the lack of updates.been busy .
last two days was at vivoo before tht was at grandlinkk .
yesterday was at pasiris chalet . waaahhhsibeii . busy u noe! . Im in trouble , I didnt finish my project . hahaha! ;D okayy ..


SEMOT(x

Monday, March 15, 2010
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back to the same status.
Now fuck it okay ? understand me ! I just fcuking hate love! okay ?It just have to take some period for me to get over someone . Fcuk la. I use to pretend like everythings okay , holding back my tears and just walk away . i cant take this anymore . I cant just keep on hurting like this . tears are words my heart cant say. I just cant keep on lying to myself . Just cause my eyes dont tear doesnt mean my heart dont cry and just cause I came off strong doent mean theres nothing wrong . It hurts alot when you have someone in your heart when their not yours .. Eventhough I know you dont really worth my tears , I keep on crying and i dont know why . I keep on looking back to our memories we had . I smile like everything is right EVERYDAY , I talk like everything's perfect , Act like its all a dream , and pretend It doesnt hurt .im tired of pretending already .my tears are starting to show and my smile is fading. I aint crying for the break up . Im crying for those memories and how magically I fall for u . I know u were pretending to love me . I know im stupid enough to even believe u . I dont blame anyone for this . The only person to blame is myself .I let you go over one reason . and now knowing i was wrong . fcuk it . not all ex are perfect . I just cant get a new boyfriend when i still cant forget someone . FCUK FCUK FCUK . .. I miss you when something really good happends because you are the one want to share it with . I miss you when something is troubling me cause you are the only one who understands me so well . i miss you when i laugh and cry cause your the one who make me laugh and make my tears dissapear. i miss you all the time but i miss you most when i wake lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the memorable thing in my life. A milli0n words wont bring you back . I know cause i've tried .neither a million tears, Cause ive tried either . No ONE UNDERSTANDS ME . FCUKING KILL ME LA! I cant take this anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Little girl's Life story (:

hello (:
chub! happy burfdayy! sayaaaaanggg kauu laa baceyyn!! . Niesha , everythings gonna be alright okayy darla ? ;D Apit , happy one year Cinter (: .
Mendakk bro! . aku rinduu bender!! . fcukmann! . Zul apek knows what ;D nyeahaa. had a good talk with bellaSiow juznow. haha . kekek . jatuh nk masok tinger kali siakk niari! soyall! SUAR tol! . I was off to home to early to actually birthday bash chub . hehe . alemak! . aduii. Sister was like wanting ardilla to meet her but ardilla went off . PENGECOT YAHH KAMUU!! . cb . hahhaa.reena!! . fcuk uu! hahahaa . siall! . I miss someone :(


SEMOT (:

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Saturday, March 13, 2010
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Cuts, bruises, blood, panic, anger rushed thru my head. As i got up from below the mini copper in red. Without even looking at my injuries, i rushed to my cousin. He's lying down at the road. I held him up, took off the helmet, threw it aside and asked him " You okay??" Panic fills the air. He's conscious. Still breathing. Blood run down his mouth, as he felt clueless about everything. He spat the blood out a couple of times. I looked at his injuries, and im speechless. He got worst then me. I gave him a pack of tissue to wipe it away. And told him, brother, youre not gonna die. Ambulance are coming to get you not me. I totally didnt care about myself. Instead i cared for him. I dont know how to face his parents. Im scared. Scared to lose my loved ones, esp love. If ever i got to see her again..I stood up, went to the driver who clashed with us. Threw away my helmet. My anger just got the most of me. I went straight to him and pushed him using my chest. Pushing him away. His car does have any serious damage to it. Only my bike plus Qai. Vulgars just came out from my mouth. The lady in the red mini cooper got off from her car. I went to Qai. Giving him the attention he needed as im concern about him. The lady called the ambulance. Asked me and Qai if we're okay. Im fine but he's not. He needs the medic. After a few mins, sirens went alarmed. Ambulance are here. My cousin got into the scenario. Qai was taken to the hospital at Simei which is Changi general. Commotions on whose to be blamed and stuffs went a flare.Dad came, took me to the hospital. The only think thats in my mind is , how is Qai doing. I didnt care about my injury.I cried the part where i must wait for my turn to come. Cry on how to face his parents, alot of problems rushed thru my mind. Tears fell from my cheek to the ground. I just wanted to see Qai. Arrived at the hospital, then i realised how bad is my injury. Where's Qai. I dont know. I immediately called him when i got home. Its a relief. Im lucky to have survive the accident. So did he.Im sorry Qai.I'll upload the picture of the accident. I wont upload how bad my injuries are. Thank you God.

I went crying reading about how this was written by my abang sedare . omygod :( . Im so outdated.. you guys gonna be alright arent you ? :'(

ILY cousins! :(

Semot was touched.

Little girl's Life story (:

holla;D
Im bored! fcuker . I didnt meet bby today :( . I miss chubbbygirl badly :( . apit , 2 more days. OMYGOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . haiyaa .
eyhh boboii .
haha . up to you laa hor ? , prangai kanak kanak tawuk ? . if u think going to my blog is to insult me than go ahead laa dumbass . people say what they wannaaa say okay ? . If u think u hate me , than prevent yourself from going into my blogg . If u arent happy about this post about u , thn find me okay ? i'll be around tampines north ;) pleasure to meet you ass . anywayy . Im not born in this world to please u sucker . ;)\

SEMOT(:

Tuesday, March 9, 2010
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hello (:
I bite stranger just now hahahha ;) sorry! :P he left his file with me . hehe ! . Im bored . I ate ALOT of food already but im effing hungry! I drank 4 cups of hot chocolate ady , im still hungry! tk bacer bismillah :P hahahahah! . CHUB , IMYIMYIMY ): .


SEMOT(:

Sunday, March 7, 2010
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hello!:)
yesterday , me and shika bby 2th months (: we spent the whole day watching the boiis playing left for dead -=.= . I went screaaaaaming like fcuk! :D
today , me and farah chub bby 1st month , unfortunately we dint get this day together and end up CRYING . chub , sumpah iloveyou darling (:

ILOVEEEEEEETODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:)


SEMOT(:

Friday, March 5, 2010
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hello (:
bored! nyeahha . ncc , KECOH!! ahaa . gerek gerek . went bg after tht .(: slack AWHILE aje okay?! I was home at 7.45 real real early lorh! .haa .shaa , are you okay ?:( . Tkmu sad sad laa dearest! . haiyo .. I miss chubbbygerl alot sia . :( chub , Luper jaja ker?! :(:( . biler nk meet?! ..aiyomah . I miss idir , I miss my meh littlegirl! .Meh , Come home laa cinter . i miss u alot alot.. haiyo . :( mehh , 1000000000000000000000000000x cows wont show you how much i really misses you . come home sister , PLEASE!




JOGET! :D

Wednesday, March 3, 2010
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hello, 
kinda bored today . omygodd ,this tebalik song made me remind of someone . FCUK!! . learn to let him goo!!! please laa. aiyomahh tambhii . Went pg just now , duduk pat umah abg acid . ;D hhhaaa. okayy lorh! MENDAK!






SEMOT(:

Tuesday, March 2, 2010
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hola (:
im bored ,nothing relly happened today , anywayy , SOD SIAAA AKU! nazif put the video tht we dance at facebook . SHYT! :@





SEMOT(x

Monday, March 1, 2010
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hello .
I got myself badly injured today , I cried for someone , only certain people knows . Mum and dad fighting this morning when i was bathing.WAY morning. My day didnt turn up well today . The story goes like this . I cried hearing songs , I almost slash but i didnt . So stupid for me to ddo that though .. I went crying for almost an hour at backgate , I asked fanaa to send me home using bicycle , I go crazy , I was tottaly insane tht tiiimee . I almost fainted ,I went home , I on the fan changed my clothes . I got ready and wanted to off the fan , When i got my little finger stucked in the fan . and the fan is the metal one . I look at my palm , I SAW NOTHING . I look at the groundd, droplets of blood . FCUK! i thought menstruation:P I look at the front of my hand , it is bleeding , My hand feels like bursting out siaa . SWEAR! no lies. I went down Ride the bicycle , fanna came talking to me , i ignored , I seriously feel like dying tht point of time , I went crying , Reached backgate , get down , shamita talk to me i say fcuk off dun talk to me , niesha grab my neck , I say FCUK dont touch me! . thn i sit down on the bare floor and look at my hand wiping all my sweat , It was so fcuking cold tht time , i dont know why i was sweating . asshole . I feel panic, I really wanna pass out tht tyme , I lied down at daddys lap, nice wind coming towards me . daddy massage my head , I feel slightly better . I hope this wont happened again , I SWEAR~


SEMOT(: